Emptiness...!!!

why this emptiness,why this pain..
why this torture,that's driving me insane!!
why the hatred,why the greed..
its so sharp,its making me bleed!!

its a hollow hollow feeling,
before it my heart's kneeling!!
worn out,beaten,battered,
till its very core,its has been shattered!!

standing firm amidst this mess,
bowed down by this enormous stress!!
full of anger,full of fear,
pierced through masses of spheres!!

searching for a place to calm,
all it needs is a soothing balm!!
seeking refuge,from this storm so vast,
its not long,before ill blast!!

running away from the game of life,
the jealousy,the dishonesty,the deceit!!
the drama,the indifference,its a vast ocean,
the curtain came down in one swift motion!!

just as smoothly as it started,
from the usual course,life has parted!!
I'm driving an empty cart,
with the pieces of my broken heart!!

my heart both aching,yearning,
under the fuel of my happiness,it was churning!!
look at all d pieces of my dreams,
flowing away in rivers,in streams!!

the scars,the wounds,
darkness all around pruned!!
want to learn,the art of yin,
to find the stranger, within!!